How do you spend the morning that is the first day of all the changes? Maybe actually it's not changes, it is more like going back. To being alone and lonely. You're on your own again. people have their lives to live, what about you?
You do too, you do. But not now. Not this morning.
You do too, you do. But not now. Not this morning.
Because now, you're stuck in someplace. You don't know where to go, as a matter of fact, you are lost. And you look back and search for the people who were once there. And they're gone.
So it's just you and yourself. Your coffee and your doughnut.
This is how you spend that morning. Not rushing. Just soaking in the emotions all into a huge and gaping hole inside of you.
Despite the emptiness, the loneliness.
You try to gather what's left...and you move on. Push yourself forward. Inch by inch. Little by little.
Today is that morning.
Good Mo[u]rning.
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